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with my father, his love (and a dodgy bike)

Following the death of his father, instead of being overwhelmed by depression, Scot Whitlock found himself, 'Filled with a powerful purpose: to travel the Camino de Santiago, as a simple mark of respect.'


Scot’s third book chronicles his travels along the main pilgrims' walking route in Spain. Rather than walking, he cycles and regards the experience as a personal epiphany, even including the careful selection of a particularly punishing bike. (This is, after all, a pilgrimage!). Here is an excerpt from the start of his journey. 

Camino Santiago sign route

You may ask, ‘Why choose to undertake the Way of St James, or in its more common guise the Camino de Santiago? Well, my answer is a simple one. To commemorate, honour and display my total love for my best friend, my greatest supporter, my inspirational role model but most importantly, my father. I could bore you with the intricate and graphic details of his courageous battle through the darkness that is cancer, but in the end he passed away with his loved ones around him, his pain finally eradicated, his dignity repaired, and essentially his absolution sadly overdue.

Selfishly, those who remained had to digest the void and accept he had finally succumbed. A new chapter of our lives had begun, without our ever-constant mainstay, the glue that bound us together. Instead of plummeting into a downwards spiral of despair and depression, a surprising reaction overwhelmed me; I was filled with a powerful purpose to travel the Camino de Santiago as a simple mark of respect. It sounds sufficiently clichéd but simplistically I felt compelled; deep down I needed to display my love, not only to the world but most importantly, to myself.

I had read that the Way of St James is a long distance walk with a difference (in my case a long distance pedal ride). It has been a pilgrims’ route for thousands of years, the difference being that the bulk of people who commit to the walk are in no way experienced walkers and are unlikely to attempt anything similar ever again. Like me, most treat the experience as a personal epiphany, a voyage of discovery and deep inner strength. In fact, it’s something that most Spanish think of doing once in their lifetime, similar to the religious edict of Islam and Mecca. I wanted to understand what it meant to be a pilgrim and how the modern pilgrim should travel. Was it just providing a modest chance to explore, or was it a compulsion of penance, for things I had failed to say or do? To be honest, I was hoping for a leap of faith, an opportunity to probe my own inner self and theology, but only time would tell. In my personal life I have come to recognise how I strive to restrict the occasions when I am left alone with my thoughts. I find this concept daunting; perhaps subconsciously I avoid being exposed to the itinerary of challenges life presents, and in doing so create a makeshift obstacle. 

Roncesvalles, Roncevaux, information Camino Way of Santiago Saint James

There were collections of routes but I had chosen Camino Frances (the French Way). It’s considered the most famous and popular. It has many merits, it’s the best for signposting and has the greatest concentration of accommodation. The route departs from four official locations in France: Paris-Tours, Vézelay-Limoges and Le Puy-Conques, converging in Ostabat, a town situated 20 kilometres from St-Jean-Pied-de-Port.

The official full length route is almost 1,500 kilometres long between Le Puy-en-Velay in the Haute Loire and Santiago de Compostela on the far western reaches of Galicia and the glorious Atlantic coast. Throughout history, pilgrims came from every level of society, from wealthy lords to the humble farmer, and nowadays not much has changed as the current crop of pilgrims incorporates a contrasting array of age ranges, lifestyles and genders. However, it doesn’t appear to be that popular with us British; cynically, could this be down to a decline in our family and religious values? In the past the epic trudge was used for a variety of reasons; simple faith, to atone for one’s sins and as a punishment. Astonishingly, I had read that there had even been professional pilgrims, who for a fee would complete the arduous trek on your behalf; maybe that might be an option yet!  To define a pilgrimage is a very difficult task, it’s besieged by many misconceptions. Modern day pilgrims are no longer in search of purely religious devotion; for a large number it’s a means to explore and question. The thrill of adventure and time to reflect is undoubtedly pivotal.

The origins of the Way of St James are terrifying primitive. The story began with the death of Christ, this prompted the disciples to disperse throughout the globe and St James (James the great, Jesus’s cousin) subsequently found himself in the sunshine of Spain. After years of doing the day to day disciple duties he returned to Jerusalem to be confronted by the evil King Herod, who curiously beheaded the poor fellow. His body was then taken back to Spain, where it lay undisturbed for 700 years until it was discovered by Alfonso II, King of Asturias in the 9th century. The enlightened king proceeded to make St James the Patron Saint of Spain and built a church in his memory. It was known as Campus de la Stella, later shortened to Compostela, the name we recognise today.

My father wasn’t one for religion, he attended church on only a handful occasions throughout the year, more out of duty than any semblance of faith. His reaction to my plans to pedal through France and Spain would have been so predictable. Initially, ‘Why?’ Followed by an enthusiastic and safety-conscious, ‘Good on yer, but please make sure you wear your helmet’, and finally, ‘Stay in touch, you know how your mum worries’, but in reality, I knew he worried more! Nowadays we unfortunately travel far too quickly, the romanticism of travelling on foot, horse or even the simple bicycle has long been forgotten, replaced by high-speed metal alternatives. The world has become so easy to explore which can only be a good thing, albeit it reduces the time available to reflect, especially on the long journey of life and the meaning and purpose within those lives. Is life the ultimate pilgrimage? 

Pilgrim Statue Way of Saint James Camino Santiago
River Nive, St. Jean Pied-de-Port

I was stood outside the Pilgrims Office on the Rue de la Citadelle, the rain pelting my head. Only minutes earlier I had obtained a Pilgrim’s Passport or Credençial which is a pre-requisite for any committed (verb – to pledge oneself or to place officially in confinement or custody, both seemed so appropriate on this occasion) pilgrim. The document contains blank spaces on which stamps can be amassed and it cost me a paltry two euros. These stamps can be collected along the route at plenty of places – bars, hotels, churches, town halls – and is essentially proof of your journey.  It is necessary if the individual wants to obtain a Compostela (a certificate of accomplishment given to pilgrims) to prove you have either walked a minimum of 100 kilometres or cycled 200 kilometres. I stuffed the papers into my already bulging rucksack and strolled down the uneven and slightly slippery cobbles, the pretty cramped labyrinthine streets were obsessed by Basque style houses with lovely ornate wooden overhangs, and expertly arranged window boxes blossoming with vibrant kaleidoscopic colours, scenting the air.

My immediate task was to assess the weather conditions on the Pyrenees, as the route through to Roncesvalles is subject to sudden extreme changes. In poor weather the route via Valcarlos is recommended instead of following the Cize Pass, the most popular route for walkers through the mountains. This route is apparently blessed with good surfaces for bikes, with almost all tarmac, and follows the original pilgrims’ route as closely as possible. 

Way of Saint Jams Camino Santiago sign

As I unlocked my bike I briefly paused in contemplation, clearly visualising the task that lay ahead; my focus, to pay homage to St James. I made a promise to myself, to keep the image of me laying my hands on the statue of St James fresh in my mind, especially if things deteriorated, either physically or mentally. Thankfully the weather had started to behave. My excitement was now tinged with growing anticipation, I had to accept that my journey had already begun. My immediate focus was the Ibaneta Summit and the monument to Roland, the flamboyant commander of Charlemagne's Army. The memorial marks the top of the pass and is home to a smart chapel built in 1965 and a bell used to guide pilgrims in bad weather. My intention was to deposit a picture of my father somewhere on the pass. I normally chastise the kids for any littering but this was something I felt compelled to do. Anybody questioning my motives would be brushed aside with a typical English approach of pleading a competent ignorance of the local language (which appears synonymous nowadays with our nation).

The clouds had cleared as I set off through the Porte d’Espagne, negotiating the river Nive and its chaste atmospheric bridge before glimpsing a sign stating, ‘Arneguy 8. Frontières de l’Espagne’, the landscapes governed by luxuriant towering trees and splashing waters. The views were gallery quality. The ascent was gradual but never a concern. The N135 is a well-established and well-maintained road surface and after several kilometres I arrived in Arnéguy. The village is modestly appealing with a number of pilgrims’ hotels and a quantity of shops for the acquisition of provisions and is one of the last French villages on the trail.

Further on, a redundant customs point indicated I had now crossed the border into Spain. After a substantial, lofty trek I reached the first town on the Spanish side, Valcarlos. Its architecture didn’t appear typically Spanish; it was quiet with a smattering of amenities and people. However, its location is resplendent, set in a lovely valley cocooned by a rugged and enticing landscape, providing a natural hillside balcony. Actually, the only real sign I had entered a different country was the contrast in number plates on the occasional speeding car. Here I found a good selection of small hotels, shops, cafés and a bank, but my thoughts were preoccupied by a local iglesia, the sun belatedly peeping from its slumber.  Back home I had read enthusiastically about the Church of Santiago in the town, which allegedly contains a life-size representation of Santiago Matamoros, the Spanish name for St James the Moorslayer.  

I discovered the church in a tranquil enclave, its pale white façade radiating in the argent sunshine. It was clearly closed, my loud rapping on the door was testament to the fact. However, I was flummoxed by the odd sculpture standing outside, which I was informed is apparently a representation of a group of pilgrims. It looked more like I had interrupted a drug-induced game of chess. I pedalled out of the village, passing another cascading river before whizzing through a nondescript hamlet. At this point the climbing increased notably, the verges dotted with waymarkers embellished with the illustrious shell symbol earmarking the route, which does make it pretty much impossible to get lost. The origins of the scallop shell used as an emblem of the pilgrim is open to many interpretations. It’s often found on the shores of Galicia and has over time taken on a mystical and symbolic meaning, but in reality, it may just derive from a pilgrim having an uncomplicated desire to take home a souvenir in remembrance of their journey.


Metaphorically the grooves of the shell converge at a single point which some believe represents the various routes a pilgrim has taken or can take to arrive at St James’s tomb. In practical terms, it’s the perfect size and shape to collect water or food to sustain a weary pilgrim on the trail.

The morning had quickly turned into the afternoon and my ascent was now well established. The scenery was a 360-degree picturesque ensemble of sheer shadowy peaks and enthralling greenery, a fantastical dreamlike landscape. As I closed in on the summit, I noticed an off-road route up through the mountain; could this be quicker? Would it relieve some of the boredom? I deviated from the banal tarmac with trepidation into an alien verdant expanse; overhanging trees and sheer drops required my focus. The surface was in poor condition, more appropriate for rambling than two wheels, a bumpy track that deteriorated into a grassy, boggy trail. As I zipped my fleece I saw my first ice. With heightened apprehension I pedalled onwards and upwards (even slower than previously, if that’s possible). Next, I had to precariously cross a lovely cascading stream; the water was a welcome surprise as it ran over my tired, fraying shoes. Eventually, after much exertion I arrived at the giddy heights of Ibaneta.

The visibility was poor; suddenly a cold mist had descended. At 1057 metres the pass grants a remarkable spiritual mood which was probably helped by the eerie weather, but the silence was absolute, my faint breath the only sound. The modest chapel and bell looked forlorn and immediately my spirits lifted. Lovingly I deposited my father’s picture amongst the simple makeshift crosses. I sat in reflection, the conditions harsh. There were all kinds of objects used to commemorate loved ones, primitive symbols of hope, in contrasting stages of deterioration. This location is where Charlemagne had realised that before he heard Roland blow his horn, it was too late to go back to help him. As I rested, I had to finally accept that my father had passed. A metaphorical weight had been lifted but more notably I had to accept how exhausted I was. The infamous ascent had completely sapped my energy. Thankfully a lengthy descent followed. I was presented with an unspoilt amphitheatre of glorious greenery. The free-wheel into Roncesvalles was a blast, a torrent of absolute joy and reckless overdue enjoyment.

And Scot headed on to the end of the Way of Saint James ... but you can read about that, if you would like, by getting a copy of .... Scot Whitlock, The Way of Saint James, published by Olympia Publishers




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